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Full Name Michael David Joseph Watkins

DOB May 14th, 1981

Where I live Small town in New York, USA. I now live in Albany, capital of New York!!!! I have a home somewhere else too, I think it's Walden NY?

What I look like About 5' 8"-5' 9", brown hair, cut kinda short, about 160-65LBs, pretty athletically built, Chameleon-like eyes (they change color every day), malalmute eyes too (One is always a different color thatn the other), oh yeah.. there are some pics of me around here somewhere...   Ok, there aren't any recent pics of me here. I'd say I look pretty much the same, maybe I'm a little bit stockier... I probably weigh around 170 now, not much of a difference now. New pics should be coming soon!

What I am like Well, i'm into many things.. sports, singing, dancing, hangin with friends, I do some weird things too like watch cartoons (all the time), mostly Japanese Anime, play Magic, and whatever else seem fun at the time. I'm really into "real" relationships, I'm sick of people always just wanting to hook up. I guess u can say I'm still looking for that special someone.=) I'm definitly still lookin!!!! But, I have to say.. there is someone out there who deserves to be recognized as someone who deserves a little more attention than most. I hope things work out with us in the future! =) Aside from that, I'm pretty much the same. I still watch cartoons ~~PokEmon~~

Status Single.... and looking at the moment! Technically.... Still, yet   Technically, am not looking cuz I've found her! I just don't get to see her.....

Thing I like About Myself I'm really honest, and I try to hard to be that way. Sometimes I catch myself in a lie... but usually i am just a little confused and don't actually know what the truth is. I think I can be funny too, alot of people seem to think that. Oh yeah, I love that fact that I am totally NOT into drugs... so don't even try it=) And still loving the fact seeing that I go to SUNY Albany, rated the number one party school in NY! However, it gets loneyl on the other side.. but I'm learning I'm not the only one. I'm still honest, and if I've ever lied, it was probably a mistake or I was too afraid to just blurt out the truth... but holding something inside of you and lying are two different things! (Laura!)

Things I don't like about myself I have low-self esteem and self-confidence... and I have no idea why? I get involved with too many things and I always feel like I'm leaving something or someone out (sorry!) and I don't mean to do it. I have a lot of friends (Not meant to sound pig-headed...) and I am only one person, I will always try, but I can't do it all. 'Usually my true friends realize this. Oh yeah.. sometimes I'm too honest! But I'm getting better. Sometimes I'm not (Confusing isn't it) Also, I come from a broken family (My parents are divorced...so it's kinda hard..) But I'm totally used to it now I've learned that I am human. I made one really BIG HUGE AND BAD mistake... and I don't want to make it again. However, if I do.. it might have dire consequences on my life forever... and I really hope I don't do anything to compromise what I do have. I'm still too honest.. but some mistakes are goign to catch up to me one day... and although I don't mean to make them... like I said before, I'm still very human. <<Hopefully of the millions of things that I do that show good things about me make up for my mistakes>>

Things I hate about people 1) LIARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2) When people are close to you for such a long time.. and for no reason, and without warning hate you. I wouldn't mind so much if they had a good reason...
3) Sometimes they just do really mean things... and don't even apologize for it.
4) LIARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5)I hate being told I'm nice too.... becuz it gets me no where!
6) Lol, I also hate, although irrelevant to me, how everyone here is determined by where they are from. You have to be from Long Island to be able to do ANYTHING! =)
7) Oh yeah.. getting accused WRONGLY~

Things I love about people 1) When they go outta their way for ya.. especially when they messed up. That shows friendship!
2) Laughing.... =)
3) There's More..but.....
4) I've learned that I love dorks!
5) I learned that I love that people can be forgiving.. even if you disappear for like ever (Kari... and those others... SORRY!)

I have Friends... Here they are in no particular order..if I forgot anyone..please tell me! Well.... I was gonna write them all..but it just wouldn't be right =)

My Favorite Color Green

My Favorite Food I'd have to say I eat almost anything... I love Cereal!!!! I've been slacking in this department.. I've become a lazy eater!!!

My Favorite Cartoon Sailor Moon, Evangaleon, and anything else Japanses.. I love the Lion King too! POKEMON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Favorite Drink Coca-cola.. pepsi sucks. Milk baby....

My Favorite Snack Peanut Butter and Oreos

My Favorite Movie There is a lot.. but I love the classics.. can u say Star Wars? Pokemon the Movie gets an extra two thumbs up!!!!

My Favorite Book The Hobbit and Robert Jordan's books...

My Favorite T.V. Show Seinfeld, Sailor Moon (of course!), Simpsons, South Park, anything Japanese and Animation

My Favorite Song Have to say something on Joe's MK CD or on MY SM CD.... bu tI like most music... Living with Nick, I've learned to love loud music AND respect it, although I've always liked it. Living with Chad, I've learned that 2-Pac really does suck. No offense! hehehehe

My Favorite Type Of Music I like almost everyting..'cept a lotof country and real heavy metal... and polka.. and I'm sure I hate Estonian music too =) Does ANYONE REALIZE THAT I LIKE ALLL MUSIC????

If I was asked.......... I would answer....

If there are 3 wells: health, wealth, and knowledge, and you can drink
from only 2 of them, which ones do you drink from? I'd definitlypick Health and Knowledge... not everything can be bought, but anything can be won over with good health and and littel know-how Ok, I'd still pick the same things... but being at school. I've learned that other people only really care about money... NOT ALL, but a lot do.

Do you wish on stars? I do, but it's probably not the same as other people. ... I know one person out there does the same as me... your Prince IS coming! =)
As the gentle snowflake falls......

Would you kill someone? I would defend myself, or my friends, or my family, and if it took that, I might, but i know the difference between right and wrong...so.... There is ONE other person who I would freaken kill becuz he just annoys the hell out of me! lol.. I'm not that mean.

When did you last cry? I think maybe I was 5??? Maybe I was 7?????

Do you like your handwriting? It changes... I have a boy-girl mix so it's hard to say.

Who are you jealous of? I'm jealous of a lot of things, nothing in particular. I like to feel important, and if I'm not, I usually get jealous. I've learned that yes, indeed I do get jealous. I'm a punk again~

What is the #1 priority in your life? Anyone close to me comes first and still does

Do you have any bad habits? Sometimes I tend to be a little overwhelming, or a little self-ish, in the same respect I'm also told I'm a little too unself-fish as well. Is that just too odd of a concept???? The more I care..the more I want to be there!!!! ::sheesh:: DORK!

Are you a daredevil? Yeah, cept I wouldn't call it a daredevil, more like I'm not afraid to try things or be an idiot most of the time! =)

Do you follow or lead? I lead a lot, but everyone follows at some point, the world isn't run by one person

Do looks matter? Well, if I have to be attracted to someone, yes... but that's only if I'm out looking, something needs to attact your eye, that can't be helped. Personality comes first however, that's a benefit from online, you get to know people first, then you can always see later. Let's just say not all of my girlfriends have been pretty, so that's proof to what I live by. "Prettyness comes from personality, personality creates all Prettyness" I think I've proven that one.. huh Veroni? And Juliet.. all I can say is LOL becuz I think that I will prove it with you too =)

Do you pray? Yeah, but it's more of a like I I talk to him.. ya know?

Have you ever met anyone famous? Yeah, I've met famous Basketball players (The Knicks...college players..etc), Actors (Leonardo DiCaprio, Kristian Slater), and I even got to shake Brittney Spreare's hand... well kinda... Oh yeah, my uncle made Punky Brewster's Clothes... and my Dadhad a band and Billy Joel tried out for it...they turned him down (idiot.... long story!) To add to the collection, 98 degrees.. please..don't ask (rememeber that concert!)

Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? Naw.... but I'm wishing there was.. so then I could stop trying to get on who wants to be a Millionaire!

What do you do to vent anger? I usually freak and devise a way to make myself feel better

Who is your idol? Ummm... I'd have to say I have many, I can't really pick one.

Who is your second family? Can we say that I have another Family, Zach... how often do I really stay at your house? And Zach, I haven't seen you! However, I know I'm still welcome whenever. Matt, I know you are there too.. so don't worry, you aren't forgotten about =)

Do you trust others easily? I always give people a chance..adn sometimes too stuborn to realize they lie, but I am not toally dumb, i don't trust everyone. Lately I've been giving out trust too fast....

What class in school do you think is totally useless? I definitly have to say French... come on..Spanish is way more worth it (hehehe, and maybe it might pay off when I go to visit My Latina Chica! lol =) YES I'M COMING!

Do you think your life so far has been good? Yeah.. i have a few regrets, but I really couldn't do much about it anyway, actually, I have one regret.. and it's not even a regret. I can't say that it is, even if I want to. I'll regret the fact that I hurt someone really close to me.. but it wasn't done on purpose and wasn't done like the millions of other people do and hurt people everyday. For the actual action... I'm sorry... I really am, but I never did it to hurt anyone, ESPECIALLY the ones I care about the most.... (yes I am a punk)

Have you ever been on radio or television? I was a TV star... Brain Game?

Do you keep a diary? Well, i have one.. I write in it once in a blue moon. However, I know I appear in someone elses several times =) hehehehehehe.....

Do you always wear a seat belt? Yuppers

Have you ever thought seriously about committing suicide? No, I thought about it... but I know I would never do it. Suicude is a stupid answer for anyone. SUICIDE SUCKS! don't ever think about it.

Would you rather be hot or cold? Hot... maybe cold if I was cuddling with a dork

What is the first thing on your Christmas list? It's usually something video game or computer or cartoon themed.... ANYTHING THIS YEAR SEEING THAT I GOT LIKE NOTHING!

What was the best Christmas present you received? Either my very first Nintendo in 1985 or the oreo's I get every Christmas

What band has the funniest name? Ummm... there are a lot of funny named ones..but after a while, you don't think they are funny. I'll get back to this one

Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? Well, mostly, no. But it does depend on what I'm wearing

Do you think you are strong (emotionally)? I think I am very strong..but I have my weak sides too Emotionally strong, yes... physically confident, no.

Give one random, little known fact about yourself I'm a Virgin.. many still don't belive me to this day. Ok... I'm not anymore.. and I'm sorry for anyone who is upset about that. It is one long and drawn out situation when it happend. Don't ask about it. I'm still the same me. My heart always comes first. Please remember that. However, many still don't believe that I don't drink.... many still don't believe that smoke.. and someone doesn't believe me that there is still so much that can be shared from myself. Just trust me people! Have I ever steered any of you wrong??????

I've noticed that over the years, I've aquired many nicknames.... so I figure I'll list the things that more than likely, I will answer to. Here we go!

Mike                                            Sh#t face
Mikey                                          Jif-fy
Mickle =)                                     Yo!
Michael                                       Mikapi! =) (my pokemon name!)
Skippy                                         Darien
Peanut Butter                              Watkins
PUNK! =)                                    It's Mikey, he likes it!
Side-Burns                                   Vodka
Crazy M                                      Swatts
Mike - The - Man Watkins         The Dinky Blinky Guy who fights the Stinky Minky Man! =)
Shorty
White Boy =)                                .... More to be added! =)

OK... here' s a little bit that u need to know about me...=)

Alrighties... I figured I should never change my past... so, if you check the dates, you can see what is added and when.
Everything below is Black was written a year ago... or on the date indicated. Everything in green... that's my feelings now orthings that I figured should be added!!!

Use your head, and figure it out!!!

Full Name	Michael David Joseph Watkins
DOB	May 14th, 1981
Where I live	Small town in New York, USA. I now live in Albany, capital of New York!!!! I have a home somewhere else too, I think it's Walden NY?
What I look like	About 5' 8"-5' 9", brown hair, cut kinda short, about 160-65LBs, pretty athletically built, Chameleon-like eyes (they change color every day), malalmute eyes too (One is always a different color thatn the other), oh yeah.. there are some pics of me around here somewhere... Ok, there aren't any recent pics of me here. I'd say I look pretty much the same, maybe I'm a little bit stockier... I probably weigh around 170 now, not much of a difference now. New pics should be coming soon!
What I am like	Well, i'm into many things.. sports, singing, dancing, hangin with friends, I do some weird things too like watch cartoons (all the time), mostly Japanese Anime, play Magic, and whatever else seem fun at the time. I'm really into "real" relationships, I'm sick of people always just wanting to hook up. I guess u can say I'm still looking for that special someone.=) I'm definitly still lookin!!!! But, I have to say.. there is someone out there who deserves to be recognized as someone who deserves a little more attention than most. I hope things work out with us in the future! =) Aside from that, I'm pretty much the same. I still watch cartoons ~~PokEmon~~
Status	Single.... and looking at the moment! Technically.... Still, yet Technically, am not looking cuz I've found her! I just don't get to see her.....
Thing I like About Myself	I'm really honest, and I try to hard to be that way. Sometimes I catch myself in a lie... but usually i am just a little confused and don't actually know what the truth is. I think I can be funny too, alot of people seem to think that. Oh yeah, I love that fact that I am totally NOT into drugs... so don't even try it=) And still loving the fact seeing that I go to SUNY Albany, rated the number one party school in NY! However, it gets loneyl on the other side.. but I'm learning I'm not the only one. I'm still honest, and if I've ever lied, it was probably a mistake or I was too afraid to just blurt out the truth... but holding something inside of you and lying are two different things! (Laura!)
Things I don't like about myself	I have low-self esteem and self-confidence... and I have no idea why? I get involved with too many things and I always feel like I'm leaving something or someone out (sorry!) and I don't mean to do it. I have a lot of friends (Not meant to sound pig-headed...) and I am only one person, I will always try, but I can't do it all. 'Usually my true friends realize this. Oh yeah.. sometimes I'm too honest! But I'm getting better. Sometimes I'm not (Confusing isn't it) Also, I come from a broken family (My parents are divorced...so it's kinda hard..) But I'm totally used to it now I've learned that I am human. I made one really BIG HUGE AND BAD mistake... and I don't want to make it again. However, if I do.. it might have dire consequences on my life forever... and I really hope I don't do anything to compromise what I do have. I'm still too honest.. but some mistakes are goign to catch up to me one day... and although I don't mean to make them... like I said before, I'm still very human. <<Hopefully of the millions of things that I do that show good things about me make up for my mistakes>>
Things I hate about people	1) LIARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2) When people are close to you for such a long time.. and for no reason, and without warning hate you. I wouldn't mind so much if they had a good reason... 3) Sometimes they just do really mean things... and don't even apologize for it. 4) LIARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 5)I hate being told I'm nice too.... becuz it gets me no where! 6) Lol, I also hate, although irrelevant to me, how everyone here is determined by where they are from. You have to be from Long Island to be able to do ANYTHING! =) 7) Oh yeah.. getting accused WRONGLY~
Things I love about people	1) When they go outta their way for ya.. especially when they messed up. That shows friendship! 2) Laughing.... =) 3) There's More..but..... 4) I've learned that I love dorks! 5) I learned that I love that people can be forgiving.. even if you disappear for like ever (Kari... and those others... SORRY!)
I have Friends... Here they are in no particular order..if I forgot anyone..please tell me!	Well.... I was gonna write them all..but it just wouldn't be right =)
My Favorite Color	Green
My Favorite Food	I'd have to say I eat almost anything... I love Cereal!!!! I've been slacking in this department.. I've become a lazy eater!!!
My Favorite Cartoon	Sailor Moon, Evangaleon, and anything else Japanses.. I love the Lion King too! POKEMON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My Favorite Drink	Coca-cola.. pepsi sucks. Milk baby....
My Favorite Snack	Peanut Butter and Oreos
My Favorite Movie	There is a lot.. but I love the classics.. can u say Star Wars? Pokemon the Movie gets an extra two thumbs up!!!!
My Favorite Book	The Hobbit and Robert Jordan's books...
My Favorite T.V. Show	Seinfeld, Sailor Moon (of course!), Simpsons, South Park, anything Japanese and Animation
My Favorite Song	Have to say something on Joe's MK CD or on MY SM CD.... bu tI like most music... Living with Nick, I've learned to love loud music AND respect it, although I've always liked it. Living with Chad, I've learned that 2-Pac really does suck. No offense! hehehehe
My Favorite Type Of Music	I like almost everyting..'cept a lotof country and real heavy metal... and polka.. and I'm sure I hate Estonian music too =) Does ANYONE REALIZE THAT I LIKE ALLL MUSIC????
If I was asked..........	I would answer....
If there are 3 wells: health, wealth, and knowledge, and you can drink from only 2 of them, which ones do you drink from?	I'd definitlypick Health and Knowledge... not everything can be bought, but anything can be won over with good health and and littel know-how Ok, I'd still pick the same things... but being at school. I've learned that other people only really care about money... NOT ALL, but a lot do.
Do you wish on stars?	I do, but it's probably not the same as other people. ... I know one person out there does the same as me... your Prince IS coming! =) As the gentle snowflake falls......
Would you kill someone?	I would defend myself, or my friends, or my family, and if it took that, I might, but i know the difference between right and wrong...so.... There is ONE other person who I would freaken kill becuz he just annoys the hell out of me! lol.. I'm not that mean.
When did you last cry?	I think maybe I was 5??? Maybe I was 7?????
Do you like your handwriting?	It changes... I have a boy-girl mix so it's hard to say.
Who are you jealous of?	I'm jealous of a lot of things, nothing in particular. I like to feel important, and if I'm not, I usually get jealous. I've learned that yes, indeed I do get jealous. I'm a punk again~
What is the #1 priority in your life?	Anyone close to me comes first and still does
Do you have any bad habits?	Sometimes I tend to be a little overwhelming, or a little self-ish, in the same respect I'm also told I'm a little too unself-fish as well. Is that just too odd of a concept???? The more I care..the more I want to be there!!!! ::sheesh:: DORK!
Are you a daredevil?	Yeah, cept I wouldn't call it a daredevil, more like I'm not afraid to try things or be an idiot most of the time! =)
Do you follow or lead?	I lead a lot, but everyone follows at some point, the world isn't run by one person
Do looks matter?	Well, if I have to be attracted to someone, yes... but that's only if I'm out looking, something needs to attact your eye, that can't be helped. Personality comes first however, that's a benefit from online, you get to know people first, then you can always see later. Let's just say not all of my girlfriends have been pretty, so that's proof to what I live by. "Prettyness comes from personality, personality creates all Prettyness" I think I've proven that one.. huh Veroni? And Juliet.. all I can say is LOL becuz I think that I will prove it with you too =)
Do you pray?	Yeah, but it's more of a like I I talk to him.. ya know?
Have you ever met anyone famous?	Yeah, I've met famous Basketball players (The Knicks...college players..etc), Actors (Leonardo DiCaprio, Kristian Slater), and I even got to shake Brittney Spreare's hand... well kinda... Oh yeah, my uncle made Punky Brewster's Clothes... and my Dadhad a band and Billy Joel tried out for it...they turned him down (idiot.... long story!) To add to the collection, 98 degrees.. please..don't ask (rememeber that concert!)
Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?	Naw.... but I'm wishing there was.. so then I could stop trying to get on who wants to be a Millionaire!
What do you do to vent anger?	I usually freak and devise a way to make myself feel better
Who is your idol?	Ummm... I'd have to say I have many, I can't really pick one.
Who is your second family?	Can we say that I have another Family, Zach... how often do I really stay at your house? And Zach, I haven't seen you! However, I know I'm still welcome whenever. Matt, I know you are there too.. so don't worry, you aren't forgotten about =)
Do you trust others easily?	I always give people a chance..adn sometimes too stuborn to realize they lie, but I am not toally dumb, i don't trust everyone. Lately I've been giving out trust too fast....
What class in school do you think is totally useless?	I definitly have to say French... come on..Spanish is way more worth it (hehehe, and maybe it might pay off when I go to visit My Latina Chica! lol =) YES I'M COMING!
Do you think your life so far has been good?	Yeah.. i have a few regrets, but I really couldn't do much about it anyway, actually, I have one regret.. and it's not even a regret. I can't say that it is, even if I want to. I'll regret the fact that I hurt someone really close to me.. but it wasn't done on purpose and wasn't done like the millions of other people do and hurt people everyday. For the actual action... I'm sorry... I really am, but I never did it to hurt anyone, ESPECIALLY the ones I care about the most.... (yes I am a punk)
Have you ever been on radio or television?	I was a TV star... Brain Game?
Do you keep a diary?	Well, i have one.. I write in it once in a blue moon. However, I know I appear in someone elses several times =) hehehehehehe.....
Do you always wear a seat belt?	Yuppers
Have you ever thought seriously about committing suicide?	No, I thought about it... but I know I would never do it. Suicude is a stupid answer for anyone. SUICIDE SUCKS! don't ever think about it.
Would you rather be hot or cold?	Hot... maybe cold if I was cuddling with a dork
What is the first thing on your Christmas list?	It's usually something video game or computer or cartoon themed.... ANYTHING THIS YEAR SEEING THAT I GOT LIKE NOTHING!
What was the best Christmas present you received?	Either my very first Nintendo in 1985 or the oreo's I get every Christmas
What band has the funniest name?	Ummm... there are a lot of funny named ones..but after a while, you don't think they are funny. I'll get back to this one
Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?	Well, mostly, no. But it does depend on what I'm wearing
Do you think you are strong (emotionally)?	I think I am very strong..but I have my weak sides too Emotionally strong, yes... physically confident, no.
Give one random, little known fact about yourself	I'm a Virgin.. many still don't belive me to this day. Ok... I'm not anymore.. and I'm sorry for anyone who is upset about that. It is one long and drawn out situation when it happend. Don't ask about it. I'm still the same me. My heart always comes first. Please remember that. However, many still don't believe that I don't drink.... many still don't believe that smoke.. and someone doesn't believe me that there is still so much that can be shared from myself. Just trust me people! Have I ever steered any of you wrong??????